nobody ever said it would be easy.....

I find it rather disconcerting that at the age of 29, I actually feel like I'm 60. Life seems to be draining me of any modecum of energy at every turn. So, I must ask myself, what is the point??? In the end when I look back will this spreading myself too thin and stressing myself out have been worth it on any level?? I'm really beginning to wonder.........and become concerned, all I can think about is when I can stop working because I'm so tired I feel like I could sleep for a month and it still wouldn't be enough. I force myself to do what I have to everyday, get up, get dressed, go to work etc. and of course who gets lost in the shuffle? The answer to that question I would have to honestly say is me, I'm the one that gets lost.......although much of the time I feel that I am lost already......on the bright side there is hope of a weekend away with the bestest friend in the whole world....unfortunately it just seems so far away :(

such a follower lol

So of course my Melissa has joined the blogging world and here I am following her like the leader she is lol

Hopefully at some point great profound thoughts will spill from my brain through my fingertips and onto the screen, unfortunately tonight is not the night for that lol