Friday, October 31, 2008
nobody ever said it would be easy.....
I find it rather disconcerting that at the age of 29, I actually feel like I'm 60. Life seems to be draining me of any modecum of energy at every turn. So, I must ask myself, what is the point??? In the end when I look back will this spreading myself too thin and stressing myself out have been worth it on any level?? I'm really beginning to wonder.........and become concerned, all I can think about is when I can stop working because I'm so tired I feel like I could sleep for a month and it still wouldn't be enough. I force myself to do what I have to everyday, get up, get dressed, go to work etc. and of course who gets lost in the shuffle? The answer to that question I would have to honestly say is me, I'm the one that gets lost.......although much of the time I feel that I am lost already......on the bright side there is hope of a weekend away with the bestest friend in the whole world....unfortunately it just seems so far away :(
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The unfortunate answer to your question is . . NO. . .it is not worth it. On the brighter side . . I love you and you are the world to me.
It's not easy, it's true... but I will do everything I can to make it easier for you! It may take a little time, but it will be worth the effort.
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